Hallo,
I believe that learning a language should be fun! English is my second language and I'm now learning Japanese, therefore, I understand the obstacles you are facing.
But don't worry, I'm here to help you. I have 3 years of tutoring experience and I'm currently teaching at ECC Kobe. I'm sure we can find the learning style that is best for you.
I'm happy to share my tips and tricks that helped me getting from not speaking English at all to studying at Oxford University :)